For My Best Friend!

Its my birthday today and I was out with my relative for a new release "3-idiots"!

No doubt, the movie is awesome but m here sharing something very special about my special friend!!

"Behti Hawa Sa Tha Wo,

Udti Patang Sa Tha Wo,

Kahaan Gaya Use Dhundo...."

The day i heard this song, only one thing came to my mind, SAURABH!!

My bestest friend who is no more with me..

This is for you, Saurabh..

M sure atleast once in yo lifetime you will go thru my blog and will be pleased to know that I miss you as a true friend yaar...

I remember how desperately you brought "Tekas" for me from Jodhpur!! I need not tell you that I remember everything as you do... Anyway, THANKYOU!!

Thank you sooooooooo very much for everything

Unke Liye...

Unka Ehsaas Meri Saanson Mein Rehta Hai,

Unka Hi Khayal Mujhe Pal-Pal Rehta Hai,

Saath Nibhaane Ka Waada Jo Kiya Hai Unhone,

Yehi Ehsaas Har Pal Rehta Hai,

Kisiko Apna Banane Ka Maza Hi Kuch Aur Hai,

Kisike Ho Jaane Ka Ehsaas Hi Kuch Aur Hai,

Na Jaane Kya Maksad Hai Meri Zindagi Ka,

Par Pyaar Se Jeevan Jeena Hi Kuch Aur Hai..

BEST FRIENDS...HARD TO FIND, 'N' STIL HARDER TO LOSE...

Its really hard to live yo life without yo best friends...

I really miss them, but the only obligation is that, I can't approach any of them.. Maybe, coz I hurt them..

This is when I have realised how incomplete I'm without them..

I'm all alone today, and life has turn rough again... I try to divert my mind and play few of my favorites.. Here goes the song and I realise how far I've come.. Rather, I'm still waiting and how far they have left... 

"Haath Chute Bhi To Rishte Nahi Chuta Karte,

Waqt Ki Shaakh Se Lamhe Nahi Toda Karte..

Shahed(honey) Jeene Ka Mila Karta Hai Thoda-Thoda,

Jaane Walon Ke Liye Dil Nahi 'Thoda' Karte.."

I really miss you guys.. You'll always remain with me as sweet as ever.

I really wonder how blindly I believed u and changed myself as u always wanted.. Maybe that's y, today I'm able to tackle things much easily when you are not there..

Shruti, my best friend, is not with me.. I miss her like hell! but now its a long time that she's not with me.. Still, I remember d days we spent together in college and university campus.. Those sandwiches and pani puri's... The superb fly over in our town.. I miss everything!!

Saurabh, my other best friend..

Its jus a few months that m practising to live life without him! Before giving my opinion or reaction, I imagine (Saurabh yahaan hota toh kya karta?) aur wahi karti hu... Everything becomes SIMPLE!! Thank you Saurabh!! I've no words to describe how much you have given me.. Its a real TREASURE!

They have touched my life DIFFERENTLY!!

I can never dare to forget them, rather define myself without them.. However distant they are...

Thank You!!

Raahein...

Raahein Kabhi Bhatakti Nahi, Hum Bhatak Jaate Hain,

Khuda Ko Bewajah Kos Kar, Ruth Hum Jaate Hain...

Wo To Har Samay Humein Sambhalte Hain,

Na Jaane Kyu, Fir Bhi, Hum Dagmaga Jaate Hain..

Roz Hota Hai Iss Dil Mein Shor, Roz Hoti Hai Iss Dil Mein Khamoshi,

Thak Jaate Hain Hum Magar, Har Pal Rehti Hai Ye Behoshi!

Badi Shiddat Se Aaj Likhne Chale Hum, Iss Dil Ki Kahani,

Shabd Chup Ho Gaye Aur, Chalke Aankhon Ki Zabaani…

Na Jaane Kyu Hum Inse Kheeche Chale Jaate Hain,

Rote Hain Khud Aur Aansu Hume Manaate Hain..

Khuda Ko Bewajah Kos Kar, Ruth Hum Jaate Hain.

Raahein Kabhi Bhatakti Nahi, Bhatak Hum Jaate Hain…

Meri Likhi...

"Har Pal Laata Hai Yaadein Teri,
Kisse Kahu Main Wo Baatein Teri?
Roz Hota Hai In Aankhon Ko Intezar,
Bas, Kahin Se Laut Aaye Wo Mohobbat Teri"!!!

A TRIBUTE…

My childhood friend, Neeta and her mom left us last year on 17 DECEMBER,2008… They lost their lives in a road accident… I’m here, writing my feelings for them..

 “It’s a year now, and, I have decorated all your memories deep into my heart.. Right from our colony, school and after a long long gap of 10 yrs to Hyderabad.. All those days are as fresh as today… I still can’t believe that you are no more.. But you are somewhere watching all your loved ones..

 I can’t give you anything other than my prayers…

This is a tribute to you, May your soul rest in peace…!!!”

 “Ek aah bhari hogi, Humne naa suni hogi

Jaate-jaate tumne, Aawaaz to di hogi,

Har waqt yahi hai gam,

Us waqt kahaan the hum,

kahaan tum chale gaye..?

Chitthi na koi sandes, jaane wo kaunsa des, jahaan tum chale gaye..

Is dil pe laga ke thes, jaane wo kaunsa des, jahaan tum chale gaye…

Har cheez pe ashkon se, likha hai tumhara naam,

Ye raste, ghar, galiyaan, tumhe kar na sake salaam,

Har dil mein reh gayi baat,

Jaldi se chuda kar haath,

Kahaan tum chale gaye…?

Ab yaadon ke kaante, iss dil mein chubhte hain,

Na dard theherta hai, naa aansu rukte hain,

Tumhe dhund raha hai pyaar,

hum kaise karein ekraar,

ke ‘Haan’ tum chale gaye…!!!”

Lamhe...

"Mutthi Mein Apni Kuch Lamhon Ko Qaid Rakha Hai,

Dil Mein Mere, Teri Yaadon Ka Mela Hai,

Tuti Tasveer Ab Dhundli Ho Gayi Hai,

Jo Kehti Thi Ke Tera Mujhse Koi Rishta Hai...

Dil Mein Mere, Teri Yaadon Ka Mela Hai,

Mutthi Mein Maine Un Lamhon Ko Qaid Rakha Hai...!!!"

Kuch Pal

"Kuch Pal Palkon Pe Palte Hain,

Kuch Pal Ankhon Mein Jalte Hain,

Toota Sa Khwaab Lekar, Door Jaate Huye,

Kuch Pal Karwat Badaltein Hain..!!!"

Isi ka naam shayad, ZINDAGI hai!!!

"This is LIFE they say,

All made of mirror and clay,

One breaks soon and other gets washed away..."

"Isi ka naam shayad, ZINDAGI hai!!

Har samay wahi nahi rehta, har din yeh rukh badalti hai,

Achha ho ya bura, yeh yaadein chod jati hai,

Pal guzarta hai yahan chutki mein, raatein dhalti hain yaadon mein,

Koi kisika nahi yahaan, fir bhi, samay beet jaata hai sabko apna banane mein,

Guzare Kal ke andhere mein yeh humein rulaati hai,

Subah fir naye kal ki umeed mein hasaati hai,

Ajeeb khel hai us khuda ka, jiske pehlu mein humari zindagi simat jaati hai..

In sab ke beech dekhiye,

Na koi dost hamesha sath rehta hai, na koi saathi,

Yeh to us phool ki tarah hai, jo aaj khilta hai, kal bikhar jaata hai..

Ya us taare ki tarah, jo aaj nazar aata hai, aur kal tut jaata hai…

Koi kisise shikaayat nahi karta, koi kisike liye aansu nahi bahaata,

Bas yuhi dil mein rakhta hai, ek dhundli si tasveer, ek meethi si yaad…

Guzar jaati hai yuhi Zindagi bas,

Achha ho ya bura, yeh yaadein chod jati hai,

Guzare Kal ke andhere mein yeh humein rulaati hai,

Subah fir naye kal ki umeed mein hasaati hai,

Bas yuhi iski tasveer reh jaati hai…

Isi ka naam shayad, ZINDAGI hai!!!"